Apparently…
When I became an adult…
With responsibilities…
A family…
A job…
A house…
And a dog!!
When we were children…
We just hopped in the car…
And we left!
Okay, so we are packed…
But, it was a rough road to get to this point!!
This vacation has been planned well in advance…
I’ve been looking forward to it all year…
You know how much I love the beach…
You know how much I love to be at the beach…
To read, to write, to do whatever I feel like doing, or nothing at all!!
But, working part-time this year…
As much of a ministry opportunity as it was…
Has put quite a crimp in my retired lifestyle…
Where all my ministries were challenging…
But, I was a volunteer…
And the beauty of that is that I still had control over my time…
I’m feeling drained…
I’m really stressed…
I just don’t feel like going on vacation right now…
That’s crazy, I know!!
Plus, my poor, precious Crazy Siberian has not been feeling well lately…
We certainly all love her deeply…
But, we’ve all lost sleep…
Lots of sleep…
We’ve all cleaned up pee, poop, and throw-up…
More times than we care to…
We’ve made multiple runs to the vet with her…
And she definitely, ridiculously, horridly hates the car ride to see the vet!
It’s exhausting!!
We now have a calendar on our kitchen counter…
Just for her…
So we can keep track of all the medicines she’s on…
It’s just like living with a newborn, needy baby…
Which I remember so well…
Or, an ornery, elderly person…
Which I also remember!!
Teaching was so crazy at the end of the year…
That I lost my cool…
And it ceased to be fun…
I had to apologize for my grouchiness to everyone…
There, and at home, too!
I really just want to stay home…
And vegetate on the couch!
But, no…
Not me!
I decided to tackle the humongous job of cleaning my house from top to bottom!
Starting with the ceiling fans the day after school got out…
My son, the one actually cleaning those fans…
Was not elated!
Well, that’s as far as we got…
When I had to stop cleaning to start packing for this vacation…
While dealing with a sick dog…
I hate packing…
Why can’t all my “stuff” just be there when I get there…
And I don’t do well with unfinished jobs…
So I’ll be planning my next cleaning job…
The blinds and windows…
For when we get back from vacation!
Rats!
Why do I do this to myself?
Please tell me to stop!
Take a deep breath…
Count to ten…
And enjoy my blessings of a wonderful beach vacation…
With my wonderful family…
And the whole summer off from work!
Just tell me, Lord…
I’ll listen to You!!
“My son, if you receive My words and treasure up My commandments with you,
making your ear attentive to wisdom and inclining your heart to understanding;
yes, if you call out for insight and raise your voice for understanding,
if you seek it like silver and search for it as for hidden treasures,
then you will understand the fear of the Lord
and find the knowledge of God.
Proverbs 2:1-5
“Be anxious for nothing,
but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving
let your requests be made known to God.
And the peace of God,
which surpasses all comprehension,
will guard your hearts
and your minds in Christ Jesus.”
Philippians 4:6-7
Thank you, Lord!!
Amen!
“Blessings crown the head of the righteous…”
Proverbs 10:6
I love the refrain of the old hymn:
“Count Your Many Blessings”
Count your blessings, name them one by one…
Count your blessings, see what God hath done…
Count your many blessings, see what God hath done!!